wuhan day 30

it's been a month i've been live in wuhan ^^
there's a lot of experience that i have here ..
but ....
i dunno why ....
this day ...
this day ...
this day ...
i feel there's something wrong with this day T.T

i wanna cry ,, i wanna crawl so loud ..
i wanna lie on my bed ,,
i wanna come back ..
i guess there's something happen ,,
it's so bad uhh !!!

i feel like there's such a problem ,,
and there's a big hole in my heart ,,
bad feeling ,,
and i dunno what cause of this feeling ..

i dun wanna do anything in this day
i have a bad mood
i wish it will be better later

i'm also getting fever in this day T.T
i got it from yesterday and it wasn't get better till now :(
i think about something which i dunno what is that
i think about someone
i think about my family
i think about my project
and so on ...

arghhhh ......
hate it !!!!!







-vonny-

wuhan day ~~~

hemm ...
g trasa uda 2 mingguan aq d sini ^ ^
uda krasan siii ..
minggu ini sibuk bgt ..
full day d luar ..
ngurusin kegiatan summer camp smpe mlm ..
tiap hr pulang mlm jam 10 an :(
capeknyoo ..
herannya ,, mrk slalu pny wktu utk mknan n aq menghabiskan byk uang utk mkn ..
okei ,, uang habis ,, aq kenyang ,, n aq tmbh gendut !!!!!
baguss !!!
pas pulang ,, clana pjg q g ad yg ckup hhu*


hemm tp actually aq ud mulai krasan d sini :)
klo mslh mkanan sii sbrnya g masalah ,,
yaaa mkpn byk babi ssiii wew ..
tapii ...
kangen masakan emaaaak :(
mamaaaa ,, kangen kamu maaaaaaa >.<
masakan mama gmn pun is d bez mmuaaach :*

minggu ini sudah d sibukkan sama summer camp ,,
lusa msi ada amazing race n ntr n bsk bgadang nyiapin bhan plus games ..
huff capeeeek bgadang muluuu >.<
tp byk pngalaman yg q dpt d sini ..
aq lbih brani n PD skr :)

ud gt ,, stlh it bkal ad 2nd summer camp hwaaa gilaaaa >.<
aq berharap 15 agustus ud bs kkelar smua nya n bs jalan" k shanghai n beijing :)
hemm sbrnya sii seneng" aj d sini ,, tp ttp aj kangen sama yg d mlang :)

daaaan ....
hemm ....
kyknya aq msti d arik deh ,, ada yg menarik nii d sini >.<
bhayaaaa ..
tarik aq sayaaaaang sblm kecantol hhi* :p

aq berharap bs plg sblm tggl 25 n ntr kenthank bs jemput aq d bandara :*
kangeeeeen pwolllll >.<

n aq berharap SPP q g ada mslh n bs KRS an n cpt beres amiiinnn ...
makasi bwt smuat tmn" yg ud bntu :)
thanks a lot :)

vanilla twilight

by : owl city


The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Cills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here




suka bgt sama lagu ini ..
g cm lagunya yg okeii pny n nadanya ..
tp jg liriknya ..
deep meaning bgt ..
n bnr" mewakili suasana hati bgt :)

i present this song special vo someone i love so ^.^
eventhough we have a long distance now ,, but we believe each other ..
i like every state that u update about me :)
thank u ..


miss u so ..
love u so :)



-vonny-

wuhan day ~~

wuhan day ~~
ntah ni day brp ahaha ..
yg jelas uda sminggu lbih d :)

hmm crita hr niii ...
qt para interns berencana utk maen bowling hr nii ..
tp pas nympe d sana ,, tnyt tutup tmpt bowling e wew ..
hmm akhirnya qt pergi k mall gt ..
tp g shpping ..
qt mlh maen d sana ..
kyk timezone gt lah modelnya ..
tp lbi enak d sana ,, qt lbi mudah tuh dpt tiketnya ..
coin aj lbi murah hha*
si leo mlh maen yg ambil boneka" it lhoo ..
n luckily ,, he got in one !!! cool !!

hbs qt jln" ,, qt pergi mkn mlm ..
resto.nya dket rumah sii ..
tp 1 org hbs 40rb an T.T
kocek abiiis maaaak ,,maapin anakmu hux T.T
tp enak sii mknnya ..
ikan gt n sepuasnya ..
spicy pulaa ,, lama g mkn pedes" :)
kangen malang dg sgala mknannya termasuk mkanan pedasnya ..
apalagi masakan mama tersaiaaaank :)
luph u mom , miss u much :*
hmm ,, dad ,, i also miss u :* (br skali kyknya kangen papa wew)

truuus ...
so far ..
aq uda mulai krasan sama keadaan d sini n sama anak" ..
y mgkn wkt ptama it cm adaptasai ..
mlsnya ,, pas aq blg pgn pulang ,, leo mlh blg lbi sk d sini ..
wew dasar dy huh ..
y ud yg pzti aq ttp pgn pulang dg sgala aspek yg ad d dlmnya ..
baik kekurangan atau kelebihannya :)


luph u all guys :)
:* :* :*
miss ya all :)





-vonny-

wuhan day 5

hemm ..
wuhan day 5 ..
monday 12 july 2010

hemm .. hr ni bgn pagii ..
trus jam stgh 9 pergi k no.3 middle school utk jalanin kompetisi green power ..
hm hr ni bjalan seruu :)

pas ud nyampe d sana ,, rame bgt ,, gilaaaa ..
trz qt d suru mencar gt k manapun ..
pokoknya d suru membaur sama org china asli ..
ehh pas d sna aq kdapetan ddk dket anak" SMA gt ..
g tw nya mrk enak bgt d ajak ngobrol ..
aq ngorbrol byk hal :)
ttg bju tradisinonal ,, jln" k luar negri ,, ttg universitas ,, plajaran dll ..
byk dehh seruu bs dket sama mrk :)

lucunya ...
pas dy tny "km sk sjarah?"
aq blg gak .. n dy blg "sk" ..
n dy blg klo dy sk sjarah sperti mesir ..
lgsg deh inget si pcr hha*
aq blg "u have the same preference like him"
then ,, she said "him? . is he your boyfriend?"
ahaha ,, get it !!! pinter tu ank lgsg nyambung hha*
y ud lgsg aj q jwb iy hhe*
ehh akhirnya dy mlh crita" dehh ttg pcr masing" hha*
cool one ..
seneng aj bs share sumthing sm mrk ,,
ngrasa close qt jadinya :)
pas q critain soal tattoo ,, ehh dy mlh blg klo si bebii romantis ahaha ..
good enough :)

hmm trz hbs itu ....
qt pulaaang ..
trz aq OL dehhh :)
hemm .. ntah knapaa ..
aq ud mulai krasan d sinii ..
tp bkn brati aq suka n pgn d sini trz -.-
aq ttp aj pgn pulang ..
kangeeeeeen bgt sama yg d indo :(
sama smuanyaaaaa :(
huhuhu*
tgl 20 agustus ,, cptlah wktu berlalu >.<
nunggu smpe bs skpe-an aj d :)
bsk jg mw pergi jln" ,, k temple :)
doain aj jadi jln n g ujan ..
amiiinnnn :)


(maav g bs ulpoad yg d SMP td ,, web.nya g mw connect klo ngupload T.T)



miss u so everyone :*






-vonny-

wuhan day 3

wuhan day 3 ..
emm there's no special thing today ..
g ad yg seru ..
hr ni jg ngapa"in ..
hmm aq jg ngrasa d sini byk nganggurnya wew ..
g padat sii ..
cm klo ud padat bs sharian wew ..

hemm hr niii ..
td siang sama leo cari sarapan ..
qt bingung aj td ttg makanannya ..
ud gt nyari toko yg d mksd eleven jg g ada ..
g ktmu" wew ..
trz hbs itu qt jg lp mana rmh qt ..
it adlh hal bodoh yg qt lakuin wew ..

hbs itu siang smpe mlm nya nganggur g ngapa"in wew ..
hemm dr siang mpe mlm aq Ol teruuuuuusss ..
gilaaaa mata gw bs nambah min.nya klo kyk gn >.<

ud gt g tw napa hr ni sumpeeeeek bgt ..
sebeeeel ..
aq pgn hr cpet berlalu ..
project cpet slese ..
n aq cpet pulang sblm tggl 25 :)
kangen smuaaanyaaaa ..
kangen rumah ,, kangen mkanannya ,, kangen org"nya ..
everythiing :)

hmm sbnrnya sii bsk ad beach cleanup tp g jd gr" bsk d estimate bkl ujan ..
akhirnya qt pergi k mall museum bsk ayeaah :)
yuhuu :)

i wish everything's gonna be okay n i can go home early :)
amiiiennn :)

day 4 in china

hmm it's too late sii sbnrnya nulis trip q slama d china ..
hbsnya kmrn msi d blokir ,, blm upgrade programnya jd g bs >.<
emm ..
this is my story from day 1 to day 4 in china :)

july 6th ..
took a flight to shanghai ..
brangkat jam 3 pagii ,, ngantuk ngt T.T
trz nympe d shangahi sktr jam 3 an n jam 4 qt ud lgsg k HK ..
nympe d airport HK ,, geje mw ngapain ..
br 1 jam stlhnya qt telp VP aiesec n qt d suru k shanghai railway station ukt k wuhan ..
smpe sana ngliat tnyt g ada kereta k wuhan !!!!
alhasil qt mbambong bermalam d stasiun dg udara yg bgtu dingin n bw an segt byknya T.T
gilaaaaaa bgt ..
uda cpek gini msi d kasi cobaan hux T.T

july 7th ..
still in shanghai ..
humm qt turun dr stasiun segede itu n nyari tiket ..
qt nunggu d bawah dr jam stgh 6 n jam stgh 8 br buka T.T
2 jam qt nunggu d luar dg 3 koper ..
dan gilanya qt bs ktdrn d jalan d antara sgt byk org saking cpeknya >.<
pas aq bgn stgh 8an (n leo msi tdr) ,, aq kaget ud byk org nyerbu k dlm wew ..
pas qt masuk ,, tnyt tiket jg sold out T.T
tggl ad tiket kereta seharga sktr 380rb hwaa T.T
krn qt g mw berlama" ,, akhirnya take it dehh ..
tp it pun tggl 8 br brangkat >.<
akhrnya we decide to look for hotel for stay 1 night ..
qt pun dpt pas d twari ..
hbs qt check in ,, qt jalan" sekitar shanghai dr sore mpe mlm :)
humm trusssss ..
mlmnya skype-an ..
senengnyaaaaa kangen bs terobatiii hhe* :)
qt skype-an smpe tngah mlm smpe g rela off hha*

july 8th ..
shanghai to wuhan ..
hemm pagi jam 6 qt cari sarapan skalian puter" shanghai utk trakir kali hhe*
trz jam 8 qt check out ..
n anehnya DP qt mlh d blkin pdhl qt aj blm byar full ..
in other words ,, biaya hotel qt gratis n it gilaa !! hha*
trz hbs itu qt take a taxi from hotel to the station ..
qt ngabisin wkt dr jam 10 mpe jam 4 d kereta ..
hbs itu q kluar stasiun yg juauuh bgt tmptnyaaaa ..
uda gt bw 3 koper n it ujan deres ..
bayangin perjuangan qt hhu*
hbs jalan kaki k tmpt terminal bwt nyarter bus ,, qt naek deh (n itu juaauhhh dr stasiun)
hbs itu qt take a bus !!
d situ qt 2.5 jam d bus n itu nyasar gilaaa smpe jauh !!
trs si partner ,, eleven telp qt blg utk turun dr bus n take a taxi ..
si leo blg "ntar lg ntr lg" ..
alhasil qt nyasar kejauhan -.-
hbs it qt take taxi n br smpe d tmpt tujuan :)
ktmu sama tmn" .. n d st leo br nyadar tnyt dompetnya ilang !!!
God ,, damn so bad !!
ilangnya it kyknya d taxi hhu*
pdhl d st ad uang byk n jg ad atm huaa T.T
tnyt , brg" interns yg d situ byk yg ilang jg wew ..
camdig ,, HP ,, umbtrella ,, and so on ..
mrk jg br kehilangan wew ..
smoga aq gak amiiinnn :)
trz akhirnya tmn" blikan qt mknan d n aq mkan mie kecap ..
hm it bnr" cm kcap n bumbu kering yg aneh ..
mie nya sumpah kering bgt wew ..
but i'm happy to have friends like them ..
eleven (my best one) ,, justin ,, tiara ,, july ,, schewet ,, jagoda :)


july 9th ..
wuhan day 2 ,,
hemm ..
hr niii ...
td pagii jam 9 an qt pergi k no.3 middle school utk nilai anak" yg prsentasi ..
it's quite cool but they're funny ..
yeah maybe because they still in the middle class ..
they're little shy to speech and they don't see our face and our eyes ..
so they just keep slow down ahaha ..
it's kinda funny :p
but actually their english is good enough :)
after finished our time at middle school at 1pm,, we take a lunch at chinesse restaurant with all EPs ..
we shared so many things there and i'm so happy :)
after that ,, at 5 pm we had a meeting in living room to discuss our project ..
it's been finished at 8pm ..
and 8pm till now i'm online ..
chat with my friends actually ,, and my dearest one :)
i miss them much ..
i also miss my famz ..
luv ya all guys :)



big hug





-vonny-

H-15 ,, also final exam

alhamdulilaaaaahhhh ...
invitation letter uda kelaaarr ^^

tapiiii ...
blum ngurus visa sama tiket ,,
pdhl (g trasa) kepergian uda 15 hr lagi wew ..

hmm smoga smua berjalan lancar deh ntar ,,
amiinnn ^ ^

emm emm emm ...
trussss ...
sekarang jg lagi ujian ,,,
gileeeee ....



hr ptama ,, sola ud gila kyk gini wew ..
apa" an seh ikiii ??
jwbn kosong g ngerti blas hhu* T T
suramnya aiiiii ...
humm y hny bs bdoa smg bs dpt bgs ^^
hwaiting hwaiting ^ ^

LOVE LOVE LOVE

hummm . . . .
it's been so long i didn't feel it ..
g tau yaaa ni prasaan bener apa g ..
ato cm suka sesaat aja iahh ?
ato kagum ??
humm ....

uda lama g ngrasain berhara" cemas nunggu si dia yg lama bgt pas bls sms ..
deg" an pas mw ktmu ..
speechless n grogi pas si dia telpon ,,
seneng mski hny bs liad dy dr jauh ..
kangen mski qt uda ktmu ..
anndddddd so on ..
uda lama g ngrasa hal kyk gni ..
wahhh jd maluu nii hhi*
bneran g sii ini ??

g jelas sii ..
qt jg msi jalanin hub enak" aja ..
yahh mski g jelas apa qt sama" sayang ato g ..
tp aq sk klo dy mnerhatiin aq ^ ^
i like everything he has done to me ^ ^
humm ....



yeahhh ....

i wishh ....



someday .....




i can be ......




emmm ......



^ ^






-v0nny-

h-20 goes to china :)

hmm .. h-20 ..
g trasa yaaa aq uda mw pwegi k china huhu ..
hmm sebenarnya gpp sii ..
prefer pgi k bali jd nya drpd k china hha*
mslahnya klo ksana kan jd loose contact sama semuanya ,,
jd kangen deeeeehhhh >.< ihihi*


hmm .. herannya ....
si sista titis itu awalnya uda g ada harapan utk k china gr" g matching gt ..
eh g tw nya br d kabari klo dy ud match ,, bahkan ud dpt inv let n accept note ..
aq aja nunggu invite let lama bgt hhu*
sediihhhh T.T
lm ngurus visa n bli tiket juga huaaaa T.T
but i wish that everything's gonna be okay although it's a little bit late :)

emm emm emm ...
smoga ntar jd k china deh ..
smoga perjalanan d sana bkl nyenengin ..
smoga ntar d sana bs dpt byk ilmu n bs ngerjain project dg bnr :)
ayeahhh .. aminnn ..

yg bkin plg g sabar yaitu bs pergi k MACAU yeaahhh ..
bkin video klip sekalian d kyk BBF hha* trus hbs itu k great wall ,, k shanghai ,, k HK ,, dll deh asekkk ud g sabar lg ..
holidae with sist titis n brotha leo yeahhh :)
wish me luck :)

happy

hemm hemm .. hemm ...
humm .. humm .. humm ..
jd bingung mw nge blog apa niii ahaha ..

hmm .. aq seneng bgt nii ..
semain hr , hr q semakin indah :)
yahh mskipun awalnya g baik sihh ..
heran aja yaaa ..
dr flashdisk ilang ,, camera ilang ,, jaket ilang ,,
kecelakaan ,, ban tmn ocor ,, ban mtor q bocor juga ,,
kan marah mama ,, dll ..
gile aja yaaa grrr ..

hmm tp seiring berjalannya wktu ,, g jelek" amat sii :)
semakin hr semakin bgs aja ..
org yg uda ngilang tb" dtg lagii ..
seneng dehh hhe*
i wish that it will be last foreva ,, amiien ..
if he could be mine ,, i will so greatful :)

DILEMA

dilemma by nelly

[Nelly]
uh-uh
check'it check'it
uh-uh-uh

[Kelly]
I, love you and I, need you
Nelly I, love you, I do
Need you

[Chorus]
No matter what I do,
All I think about is you (uh-huh)
Even when I'm with my boo,
Boy, ya know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
even when I'm with my boo,
Ya know I'm crazy over you

[Nelly]
Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And(uh) she got the hots for me, the finest thing my hood has seen
But oh, no, no, she's got a man and a son doh'ohh
But that's o.k. cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position like
a short stop, pick up everything mommy hittin
And in no time, i'm gonna make this friend mine
And that's for sure
Cause I, I've never been the type to break-up a happy home
But(uh) somethin' bout baby gurl, I just can't leave alone
So tell me ma what's it gonna be she said----

[Kelly]
You don't know what you mean to me

[Chorus]
No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Boy ya know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Ya know I'm crazy over you

(Nelly)
I see a lot and you lookin'
I never say a word,
I know how niggas start actin, trippin' I heard about them girls
And there's no way-ay Nelly go fight over no dame-ame, (I
ain't fightin ova no dame) as you can see
But(uh) I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor,
The way you come through and holla and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that's gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya
Don't you forget it
But(uh) it ain't that easy for you to pack up and leave him
But(uh) you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that
And right before I turned to leave
She said -she said-she said-

(Kelly)
You don't know what you mean to me (come on)

No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Boy ya know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Ya know I'm crazy over you

(Nelly)
Sing it for me K
Kelly(Nelly)
And I love you,(uh)
And I need you, Nelly I love you
I do, (Come on girl) and it's more than you'll ever know,
Boy it's for sure, you can always count on my love,
Forever more (yeah)

(Nelly)
East coast, i know ya shake it right
Down south, I know ya bounce it right(eh eh)
West Coast, I know ya walk it right
coz (You dont know what you mean to me)
Mid west, i see ya swingin right

(Kelly)
No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Boy ya know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Ya know I'm crazy over you

(Nelly)
(yeah, yeah)
East coast, I know ya shake it right
Down south, I know ya bounce it right
West coast, I know ya walk it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
Mid west, I see ya swingin right

(Nelly)
East coast, ya still shake it right
Down south, I see your bounce it right
West Coast, I know ya walk it right (coz)
(You don't know what you mean to me..)
Mid west, your still swingin right

(Kelly)
No matter what I do,(whooa)
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Boy ya know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do,
All I think about is you,
Even when I'm with my boo,
Ya know I'm crazy over you

(Nelly)
(yeah, yeah)
East coast, I know ya shake it right
Down south, I know ya bounce it right (Dirty dirty now)
West coast, I know ya walk it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
Mid west, I see ya swingin right

(Nelly)
East coast, ya still shake it right(yeah)
Down south, I see your bounce it right (dirty dirty)
West Coast, I know ya walk it right
(You don't know what you mean to me..)
Mid west, your still swingin right

26 days left in Indonesia

yeah ..
26 days again T.T
26 days again i live in Indonesia ..

humm sbbrnya g mslh sii aq pergi k china utk exchange slma 2 bln nii ..
tapii ..
g tw knapa ..
rasanya kog jd g rela aja y mw k china ??
T.T
aq pgn stay d indi aj ,,
lbrn d indonesia aj ..
k bali ekk ,, jogja ,, lombok dll
yg pnting msi seputar indo :(

aq kog jd g pengen ninggalin rmh yaa huaaaa T.T
ahh auuk ahh gelaaaap >.<>.<>

MUUFIN CHOCOLATE CHIP ,, yummy :)

uda lama g bkin kue ,,
humm mw cb resep br ahh ..
saatnya buat kueeeeee :)

Bahan:
110 g gula pasir halus
110 g chocolate chips
2 butir telur ayam
100 ml minyak sayur
225 ml susu segar

Ayak jadi satu:
200 g tepung terigu
25 g cokelat bubuk
1 sdt baking powder
1 sdt vanili bubuk
1/4 sdt garam

Cara membuat:
# Siapkan loyang muffin, isi 12 lubang dengan mangkuk kertas. Lapisi 2 lembar mangkuk kertas agar bentuk muffin tetap bagus (kokoh).
# Taruh campuran terigu dalam mangkuk, tambahkan chocolate chips, aduk rata. Buat lubang di tengahnya.
# Kocok telur dan minyak sayur hingga tercampur rata.
# Tambahkan susu cair, kocok rata.
# Tuangkan ke dalam lubang terigu. Aduk pelan hingga tercampur rata. Jangan terlalu kuat mengaduk.
# Tuang adonan ke dalam lubang loyang muffin hingga hampir penuh.
# Panggang dalam oven panas 200 C selama 20 menit hingga mengembang dan matang.
# Angkat dan dinginkan.

LOVE IN THE ICE

this sing sang by DBSK ,,,
like thisssss



Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai
Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae
Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete
Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni
Sotto tokedasu


Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo

Unmei no itazura
Kokoro wo itametemo
Sono namida no saki ni wa
Hitosuji no hikari ga
Yami no naka maiorite
Bokura wa kizukusa


Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru
Hito no nukumori

Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiru
Sou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa
Osorenaide mou mayowanaide
Boku ga mamoru


Setsunai hodo (my love)
Utsukushii ai dakara
Hakanai hodo (Let you know my mind)
Uruwa shii (You know)
Kono toki wo ( Let you Know my love too)


Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo

nonie is confusing

dear my blog ..

aq seneng bgt ktika smua org blg aq cocok pk krudung ..
ud 4 hr ni aq pk krudung lhoo n i enjoy it :)
alhamdulilah ..

tp ppertanyaan yg sama ktika aq ketemu org" pzti gn ..
"lho vonny ,, sejak kpn pk krudung?? ini utk seterusnya ato gmn ni?? ccok pk krudung lho"

nahh itu bkin aq confuse ..
hbsnya aq pgn bgt pk krudung , aplg stlh org" blg ccok n cantik ..
cumaaaaaa ....
aq msi sk pk bju lengan pendek n blum siap sepenuhnya klo pk utk seterusnyaa ..

humm ,, ni btuh kebijakan n keputusan yg g gmpg ..
aq hrs mikirin nii n ni ckup bkin aq bingung ..

d 1 sisi pegn ,, d 1 sisi g siap uhh :(
i wish that God can answer my question ,,
"what is the best for me ??"

i also wish there's someone can answer my question ..
or maybe give me some advice ..
thanks


with love,



-v0nny-

love this day ,, I REALLY LOVE THIS DAY :)

previously ,, aq seneng bgt aq bs pny tmpt curhat yaitu blog q ini :)

hmm ,, actually biasanya tiap hr rabu aq jg pk krudung siii ,,
soalnya gr" wkt itu pnah suatu mlm qt para cewe manaj inter janjian ok kerudung ..
yahh just iseng sii ..
ehh tnyt mlm it si dosen mlh suka klo qt smua pk krudung ,,
dy mlh berharap klo tiap pertemuan dy ,, qt pk krudung -.-'
nahh tp d situlah smua berawal ..

dr situ aq jd mulai sk pk krudung ..
blajar masang sendiri ,,
makek sendiri ,,
n i like it :)

nahh,, akhirnya ....
entah knpa ....
kmrn hr senin aq terdorong utk pk krudung ,, panggilan hati euy ..
tp sygnya tnyt senin aq bgk kesiangan jam 7 jd ud telat bgt >.<
akhirnya batal krudungan d >.<

nahh trus niat q ku lanjutin d hr selasa , artinya hr nieeee :)
ni ptama kalinya aq pk jilbab di pagi hr ktmu sama byk org ..
biasanya kan mlm hr pas kul mlm jd g ad yg tw ..

nah pas td slese kuliah,, aq k hmjm ..
ptamanya ada mz fajar ..
nahh d situ jg ada mba anggun n mba novita ..
trus d susul ada mz ragil ,, aji ,, malika dll dahh :)
trus jg pas kluar hmjm mw sholat , ktmu tmn" ospek d hmjEP ..
mrk jg kaget aq pk krudung >.<

tp yg bwt aq seneng ,, mrk smua ngasi respon positif k aq ..
mrk blg klo aq cocok pkkrudung ..
wuihh semriwing cuii ,,
senengnya hati q ..
lgsg pgn dgr lagunya christian bautista yg beautiful girl d ,,
ahaha PEDE MODE : ON nii :p
hbsnya seneng sii mrk blg klo i look beautifull today :)
thanks guys ..

dampaknyaaa ..
aq jd pgn pk krudung utk wkt seterusnya ..
yahh ini msi dalam tahap proses sih ..
smoga aj seterusnya jg pk krudung amiiinnnn ..
mama pasti seneneg klo aq jd anak yg seperti itu :)
love u mom ^ ^



with love ,,

-vonny-

thanks to my lovely leader of hmjm xD

hmm ....

kali inii ..

aq pgn blg byk terimakasih bwt pak kahim tercintaaaaa mz fajar xD

makasi byk yaaaa pak kahim utk bantuannya bbrp hr nie ..

mz yg 1 nie bntu byk bgt d acara q >.<

klo kmrn" ud bantuin ini itu sblm hr H ME ,,

skr msi aja bantuin aq edit sertifikat (mskipun byk salah print jg jd nya aq >.<)

makasi byk yaaaaa :)

uda gt td jg diem" tb" bantuin bnrin tipe-ex lg ,,
mskpun knyataanya mlh tmbh ngrusak grr*

baik abiss dah pokoknya pak kahimku satu niii :)

makasi jg bwt message nya yaaa ,,

aq seneng deh bacanya :)

* klo mz jek bc ini ,, smg mz jek bs seneng yaaa ..
aq berterimakasih byk dehh :)
wish u success deh mz :)



-vonny-

takkan terganti - marcell

song by marcell ,,

TAKKAN TERGANTI

Telah lama sendiri
Dalam langkah sepi
Tak pernah kukira bahwa akhirnya
Tiada dirimu di sisiku

Meski waktu datang dan berlalu
Sampai kau tiada bertahan
Semua takkan mampu mengubahku
Hanyalah kau yang ada di relungku

Hanyalah dirimu
Mampu membuatku jatuh dan mencinta
Kau bukan hanya sekedar indah
Kau tak akan terganti

Tak pernah ku duga bahwa akhirnya
Tergugat janjimu dan janjiku

Kau tak akan terganti

one song ,, one heart , one spirit

thanks for give me this song ,, it gives me spirit :)

"YA Sudahlah"

Ketika mimpimu yg begitu indah,
tak pernah terwujud..ya sudahlah
Saat kau berlari mengejar anganmu,
dan tak pernah sampai..ya sudahlah (hhmm)


Apapun yg terjadi, ku kan slalu ada untukmu
Janganlah kau bersedih.. coz everything's gonna be OKAY


yo..Satu dari sekian kemungkinan
kau jatuh tanpa ada harapan
saat itu raga kupersembahkan
bersama jiwa, cita,cinta dan harapan


Kita sambung satu persatu sebab akibat
tapi tenanglah mata hati kita kan lihat
menuntun ke arah mata angin bahagia
kau dan aku tahu,jalan selalu ada


juga ku tahu lagi problema kan terus menerjang
bagai deras ombak yang menabrak karang
namun ku tahu..ku tahu kau mampu tuk tetap tenang
hadapi ini bersamaku hingga ajal datang


Sempat kau berharap keramahan cinta,
tak pernah kau dapat..ya sudahlah
yeeah..dengar ku bernyanyi..lalalalalala
heyyeye yaya dedudedadedudedudidam..semua ini belum berakhir



satukan langkah..langkah yg beriring!
genggam hati, rangkul emosi!


Genggamlah hatiku, satukan langkah kita


Sama rasa, tanpa pamrih
ini cinta..across da sea

peluklah diriku..terbanglah bersamaku, melayang jauh.. (come fly with me, baby)


Ini aku dari ujung rambut menyusur jemari
sosok ini yg menerima kelemahan hati
yea..aku cinta kau..(ini cinta kita)
cukup satu waktu yes.(untuk satu cinta)

satu cinta ini akan tuntun jalanku
rapatkan jiwamu yo tenang disisiku
rebahkan rasamu..untuk yg ditunggu
BAHAGIA..HINGGA UJUNG WAKTU..

song by : fade 2 black feat bondan
^ ^

thanks

management edutainment part 2

klo td ud bc blog q yg bkin stress ,, skr crita seneng"nya deh ..

humm ,, byk pengalaman yg bs q ambil dr ni ..
tmbh byk teman ,,
melatih leadership ,,
tanggung jwb ,,
tmbh wawasan ,, dll ..

seneng jg sii td bs crita" n bcanda" sama panitia" ..

byk sisi lain yg q ketaui td ..
*aji : tnyt selain becanda trus ,, dy jg bs serius n ngerjain acara inii ,, salut bwt dy .
thanks a lot friend ^ ^
*firda : gokil jg ni anak ,, tnyt rame jg ahaha
*si rapper : wah wah ,, gr" rapper ini ,, qt jd terhibur ,, n aq sk bgt wkt dy nge rap free style , tnp text n lgsg nyerocos pk inggris ,, gileee pinter ni anak cuiiii

*pak kahim : dr td ktwa muluu ,, tnyt bs gokil jg ni pak kahim ,,
ud gt tengkaaaar truuuss sama pak kahim >.<
(mz ,, klo bc inii ,, jgn d complan yg neh2 lo wkwk )
sensitif nii pak kahim ,, aq d salahin mulu haha piiis ^^v
tp so far so good kog paaak ,,
tp seneng kog bs bcanda jg td haha ..
thanks a lot bwt mz fajar yg bantuin aq d acara ini ,, ^ ^

* kk quw : ud lama jg g bcanda sam kk ini ..
seneng aja sii ..
smg eperiting is gonna be okeiii :)
glad to see u brotha ,,


with love ,,,



-v0nny-

final Management Edutainment

humm ,, finally acaranya kelar juga ..

Management Edutainment .. humm ..
setelah d pikir" lg ,, byk kekurangan d dalamnya ..

sebenarnya acara ME ni bs d katakn sukses siii ..
dg perisapan 2 minggu yg sgt singkat ,,
kegiatan debat n entertainment ,
juri yg msi blm nemu smpe d H-1 ,, dll msi byk lg .

mslh bhkn bermunculan d H-2 n H-1 ,, eghh paraaah ..
bknny beres ,, mlh berantakan ..
honestly ,, aq agk kecewa krn aq g pernah ngadain rapat yg resmi ..
pzti informal gt ,, that's why people think negative on hmjm =.=

pas hr H ,, pas evaluasi sbnry byk yg pgn q sampein ,, tp ntah knapa jd speechless T.T
yg sbnrnya pgn q smpein :
1. PDD : syg bgt g ada cam ,,, g bs dokumentasi
2. acara :
a. dbat 90% ,, entertainment 10% ,,
pdhl hrsnya 50:50 krn acara aj ud management EDUTAINMENT
b. pemilihan LO d lakukan h-1 mlm hr jd mendadak n g ad perispan ,, bkn slh LO klo mrk g tw ap tgsnya
c. susunan acra berubah saat hr H ,, berantakan jd nya
d. koordinasi antar panitia krg krn wkt yg mepet n berantakan
e. acara dbat g d pahami oleh smw panitia
f. entertainment d anak tirikan
3. konsumsi : makanan ada yg basi
4. marketing, bendahara, kapel d pegang oleh org yg sama : saya
5. marketing 2 ,, perlangakapan ,, acara d pegang aji
it yg nyebabin berantakan ,, qt kekurangan panitia n byk yg dobel peran ..
n sbrnya bknnya qt g tanggap tp krn panitia terbatas n dobel peran plus acara yg mepet ,, byk qt panitia g tanggap ,, tp byk yg hrs qt kerjain d BLKG LAYAR.

qt g perlu pamer n cb show off tp qt cb suguhin yg terbaik utk acara ini ..
yeahh curhat deeeeeh T.T
jujur ,, aq g terlalu ngerti ttg konsep dbat itu sendiri krn aq msti ngurus keuangan n marketing ..
aq mnt maaf k mb rodiah ttg ini.

utk smua panitia yg bc blog ini ,, aq mnt maaf atas smuanya ..
g lupa aq jg ucapin terimakasih byk ud bntu acraq ..
thanks bwt :
^aji yg ud triple peran n berusaha semaksimal suksesin acara
^firda yg ud bntu byk
^mb afi yg setia ngasi bntuan n jd SC
^pak kahim fajar yg ud bntu byk demi suksesin acr ini n berkorban byk
^LO yg d comot mendadak d H-1
^icha yg ud jd MC
^mb rodiah yg bntu byk d acr debat
^tmn" yg ud ngsi smangat
thx a lot guys !!

smoga acara ini bs terulang lg n bs sukses lbih dr ini ,, amiin ..
tp mgkn education ndiri ,, entertain ndiri jd bs fokus ,,

love u guys ,,

-v0nny-

my sist ,, tina

i wanna tell u a brief story ..
this is a true story ,,
i think it can open our eyes n our heart ,,
about the value of friendship ..

this is what i've got yesterday ..

i was so angry to my friend ,, tina ..
she said about my privacy to another ..

that's what i've ever got several times ago when i was in the senior high school ..
it's the same ..

from that ,, i just wanna say that ..
if u love tour friend ,,
if u wanna keep them well ,,
just believe him/her ,,
and don't disturb their privacy ,,
keep it well
coz they believe that u can keep it well ,,
they believe in u

coz u're their family :)

friensdhip foreva ,,

my sista ,,


kiasatina amalia mustafa ,,,


this is vo u ,,

^ ^

humm ..
hr niii ..

hr niii harusnya blajar bwt quiz akun bsk ..
anak" aja smua status twtter n Ym pada bcr in itu mulu smpe bosen wew ..

ehh aq td mlh br mw blajar ..
g tw nya anak differential ,
alias anak yg dl 1 klpk pas ospek ,,
nagajakin makan krn ada yg ultah ..
y udah akhirnya qt rame" maem ,,
seru siiih ..

d tengah" riuhnya pendukung arema yg terus konvoi ,,
qt malah nyari tmpt utk mkn ahaha ...
suka bgt siih ..
uda lam aqt g kumpul kyk gn ..

i hope that it will be live ,,
forever ,,
love u guys ,,
u're my big famz ^ ^

u're the only one

"ketika seseorang itu kembali ,, perasaan itu jg akan kembali"

itu kata" yg q ksi k sista q ,, tina ..

itu yg lg dy rasain skr ,, n so do i ..
yeah there's something trouble with me ..

q pikir aq uda bs melupakan perasaan ini ,,
but damn !! yeah ..
in a fact ,, i can't ..

aq uda nancepin kata" ini d otakku ..

"von ,, dy bkn milikmu .. lupakan dy .. lupaka perasaan ini .. anggaplah dy sama seperti tmn mu yg laen"

mgkn lama" aq bs lupain prsaan q ,, tp . . . . . .
stlh aq ktmu dy lagii ...
perasaan itu kembali .
maav ,,tnyt aq g bs melupakan ku sepenuhnya ..



> utk kamu ,, seseorang yg uda bwt aq hidup kembali d kehidupanq yg baru ,,
org pertama yg q kenal dan bwt hati ini damai" <

letter for my dad

daddy ..

sorriii ..

i'm soriii ...

i know i can't sleep tight tonight coz of thiz problem ..

i'm so soriii ...

i wish ,,

n i also promise ..

if i have enough money ,,

i'll buy it for u ,, dad ..

the last ,, i'm so sorri ..

love u dad :(

-v0n -

bad day !!!!!

hmm ..
hr niii ..
hr niiii ..
hr niii ...
hr niiii ....
hr ni SANGAT MEMUAKKAN !!!!!!
tepatnya sore inii !!!!!

kecopetaaaan d MTD !!!!
shit shit shit !!!!
pgn rasanya bersumpah serapah !!!!!

tas d silet pelan" trz barang d ambil ..
kebetulan brg yg d ambil camdig ..

camdig it msi br ,, msi fresh bgt ..
bnr bli .
n itu pny papa T.T
sial bgt rasanyaaa ..

si pencopet berkedok ibu" jilbaban ..
dy pk tas gede ..
kyknya wkt dy ambil camdignya ,, kunciq jatuh jd lgsg dy mnt maaf ..
krn wkt it dy jg nabrak aq .
jd dy jg g smpet ambil brg laen ..

perjalanan d MTD serasa g brguna ..
uda bad mood pwolll ..
uda mls jalan" rasanya ..
muak sama tempat itu !!!

plg k rmh ,, aq tkt bgt d mrhin papa ..
aq blg papa baik" gt ..
awalnya papa nanggepin biasa ..
lama" papa marah ,,
huaaaaaa T.T
kata" yg q duga bnrn kluar ..
"km tu emg teledor, mkny ati2"
huhuhu ..

smoga hal ini bs jd pelajaran n ada hikmah bwt qt smua ..
qt hrs ati" jaga brg ,,
jgn teledor ,,
n belajar bertanggung jwb sama apa yg qt bw ..

- v0n -

jd kapel (ketua pelaksana) ME ??? emm ...

Jd kapel medadak ??

Tentu aja semua org g pgn jd bawahan trs ..
Pztinya dy pgn bs jd pemimpin ,, n jd sukses ..
Tp utk jd pemimpin ,, pztinya hrs bs mimpin diri sendiri dl dunk ..
Jd pemimpin bkn hal yg gmpg T.T
Yeah , that’s what i think ..
Slama ini aq cm mikir aq g brani utk pgn setingkat lbih tinggi dr sekedar ‘anak buah’ .
Aq pgn ,, tp aq g brani maju tuk nerima resiko n terllau takut ..
Malu jg ahaha ..
That’s what have been occured in yesterday ,, 14 may 2010 .
Aq ikut acara manajement adutainment, acaranya anak hmjm ..
D itu aq ambi; bagian jd bendahara
( soalnya plg enteng ,, tggl nyimpen n ngluarin duit aja ,, g ribet kyk divisi laen ahaha) ..
Tp .... tiap rapat n piket ,, ketua pelaksanaq g pernah dtg ..
Sibuk kalii yeeeeiii ahaha ..
Nahh ,, gara” yg laen anggap kerjaan q plg gmpg ,, akhirnya mrk nyaranin aq utk jd kapelnya(ketua pelaksana) ,, gantiin kapel yg lama T.T
Tentu aj aq g mw ,, yg bnr aja jd pemimpin ??
I’ve never done it before ..
Beresiko .
Apalgi acara q ni bkl d ikuti sama murid seluruh fakultas UB >.<
Then ,, aq mikir lg ..
Klo mw jd pemimpin ,, mw jd manager ,, ms acaranya gn aja ud mundur ? ( belagak gt )
Finally ,, i decide to be the leader of the event >.<
Apapun resikonya ,, hajar ajaaa ..
Yaaa itung” bwt pengalaman laaa ..
Smw pzti ada hikmahnya , positif n negatifnya pzti adaa ^ ^
Yeahh .. that’s becoz i waana be a leader ,,
So it start from now guys !!!
Nahh ,, hbs itu ,, mlmnya aq mimpi >.<
Aq mimpi ttg acara q gt ,,
Saking ndredeg n kpikiran mkny smpe kbawa mimpi hahaha ...
Emm ,, ud gt pak kahim nongol d mimpi q lg >.<
Ssst ,, rahasiaaa yaaaa xD

Humm , yah begitulaaah ..
Semoga smw berjalan lancar deeh ,,
Amieeen ...

N now ,. The turn will be .....
YOU !!!

- Nonie -

my second b'dae

hummm .... kmrn aq dpt surprise niii dr anak" ,,
lbi tepatnya surprise yg malu"in wew T T
yesterday ,, may 6th 2010 ,, anak" inter k ria djenaka bwt nongkrong ..
biasa laaaa ...

nah trs d st ada singer gt ..
nah si julia nyeplos gt ingetin klo aq msi ada utang jalanin tantangan aq d games truth or dare itu ..
alhasil ,, tb" si julai reques lagu n dt tnyt ad nb nya ..
isinya,, dy nyuru aq utk nyanyi gt wew ..

uda gt pas itu titis nyeplos klo aq lg ultah ..
akhirnya si singernya nyanyiin lagu b'dae bwt aq n ucapin met ultah ..
sehh anak" ngocol juga , gileeee ...
malu abiiiis gw !!!!
1 kafe nyanyi n ktawa ktiwi gt liatin aq ,, hwaaaa malunyaaaaa T T
anak" mlh ngetawain aq lg wew ..

untungnya aq g jd nyanyi haha ..

yeah ,, that's my story ..

nyenengin siii ,, mskpn memalukan jg hahaha

truth ,, or ,, dare ?? hahaha

hr nieee . . .
hr nie smua anak inter 09 maen truth or dare ,,
seru deeh ..
tp cm aq satu"nya org yg mw pili dare ..
smjua cupuuu ehehe ,,,,